by blackberrycrimble » 22 Oct 2013, 22:21
Cakey musings, please excuse the ramble.
I'm thinking of shutting down my cake business. These are my reasons:
- it doesn't make any money, there are too many people doing it, people aren't prepared to pay for the effort put in.
- I'm not good enough at it. I don't want to be good at it, I want to be excellent. I'm not. I have very little experience, and not enough knowledge for making high end wedding cakes, which is what I really want to do. I can't see how I would become good enough to do that.
- I'm losing the love for what I can do. The stress of delivering takes the joy out of it. A new enquiry doesn't make me excited, it fills me with dread.
- for the turnover I have, the interruption to the house isn't worth it, and to have a higher turnover (and therefore make money) I can't see how we'd be able to work properly in our domestic food prep room any more.
- insurance is a headache. I've had to get special house insurance and even that doesn't cover me to have people to the house to collect orders.
- I really need premises, but that means more money, and would need me to be better at it.
- It isn't really that flexible. I can't really do it with the children in the house. There are definite deadlines that cannot be shifted at all, so everything else stops. Fluff had a vomiting bug last week. Luckily she was over it and out of the 48hr window before I had to start on the cakes I was making for a fair, but it made me realise that I am flying by the seat of my pants on that. Again, more insurance needed.
- I don't think I'm cut out to work for myself. I'm not motivated by money but I seem to need external expectations to achieve.
- I was a much better civil servant than I am a businesswoman (and than I am a cake decorator).
- the vast majority of my orders are from friends. If I wanted to keep it up as a hobby I suspect there'd be plenty of opportunity.
My reasons not to boil down to pride and not liking to move on.
Ramble over. Just needed to write it all down. Thanks.
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